Posted : Jun 23, 2009 at 7:00AM
its spamming session again!!!
sorry but im really pissed again now...
i bet every usual readers of my blog will know what it is all about agian.
its my step-mom again:))
guess what happen again??
i went studying with ohm today to finish our holidays homework than meet grandma to drink herbal tea.
after that went i reach home & greet daddy and step-mom...the 1st thing they say is not caring words. they throw sarcasms at me!!!!
i guess its all because of this morning when she found out that i have a boyfriend.
she think that i want to go to a poly simply because my bf does...
but the truth is,,i wanted to go poly ever since last year...
my inspiration is my uncle...
i want to go ngee ann poly & i KNOW that i can do it!!
why does she always have the feeling that i cant make it or im always influence by others??
i just feel otherwise that she is influence by all those aunties out there that going poly is a bad choice or whatever...
she say "if you go poly & you cant make it there...than WE wont pay for your school fees anymore if you want to continue your studies"
isnt this so ridiculous?!!
how sure is she that i wont make it if i go poly??
going jc is a even tougher route...does she even know that??!!!
i have my plans & my interest...does she even believe in be for that before???
i bet she never...
the thing that made me feel even worst is that my dad just sat there & watch tv without uttering a single to rebut what she say!!!
does that mean that he agrees with her??
SHE IS YOUR WIFE...BUT IM YOUR DAUGHTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i know they believe i can go jc...i wanted & i agree if i can get good enough results to do so...
but what if i couldnt??
i must make plans for that as well isnt it??!
this is MY future...& im aware that i MUST study hard.
but why cant they believe in me...or why cant SHE believe in me??
i've told her so many times that i will work hard..but why cant she mark that in her brain???
i think all parents even step parents want their child to score well right?!!
but why dont i feel that??
haix...
im really sensitive especially my kins...
thats because i care..
but why dont they feel the same to me??
i need a break...
going to bath now:))
spamming session over.
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